off hinting and asking

Assalamualaikum...

a very un-menambahkan ilmu post..just want to write about things...bile tade duit nih...rase nak beli all the things in the world possible....here's the top two

i have this really jahat idea...i want an iPod Touch for my birthday next year..or even better a Macbook Pro....and i was thinking of hinting my abang to get me one...hihihi...but how do i drop the hint kan?...i don't want to be like 'angah ..can you get me an iPod touch for my besday?'..no fun there..the feeling of getting a present cam tade because we asked for it...haiih...i'm too complicated laaa....tapi betul..tak seronok kalau mintak...tapi kene bagi hint so that dia tau ape yang kite nak...get it?.... and surely mi and aba will be reading this post soon...this is just a nakal thought i have tau..nothing serious about wanting it..tapi kalau dapat bagus jugak...haha ^_^
anyway...my birthday is like gejillion years lagi...lambat sangat lagi...so..by that time agaknye i already have other things in mind i wish i had...haha...anyway..this is just one of those silly ramblings i do...later!

best friends

copy pasted from some website.thought it suited the mood. =D..thanks to all my friends for always being there ^_^

I have a best friend. I like my best friend. But, one day, we had a stupid little fight. That stupid little fight somehow led to a big fight that had cause us to make stupid decision of not being friends with each other anymore. This hurt me so much.
i missed having a friend to talk to about everything.
talking to 10 different people about the same thing won't feel the same as talking to that best friend.
i missed making fun of the best friend.
i missed hanging out with the best friend.
i'm sorry for being a difficult person.
i'm sorry for not being a good best friend.
i'm sorry for every hurt i've done.

but...

i'm also tired of chasing after the best friend
you always said you were someone that treasures friendship
why did you say i threw it away when it was you that turn down my sorry?
shouldn't best friend look past our mistakes and forgive us when we ask for apology?
maybe losing this best friend taught me to be a better best friend to others and also show me that i don't need a best friend who feel satisfied when i'm down and can't look past my mistakes

cabin fever

Assalamualaikum....

My Fall Break was awesome! Going back to nature was a really great idea and fun! Staying in a cabin for a whole 2 nights was really an experience to remember...lebih2 lagi cabin yang kali nih sangat2 penuh dengan orang and also sangat2 atas bukit ....hehehehe.....

I've been to a cabin before..and that cabin was great too and bigger...but time tuh we didn't have too much time to go explore the nature like this time.....


The new cabin experience brought up more feelings than before..agaknye sebab dulu cam dah penat travel ke tempat laen kott?...hehehe...

anyway...one MUST tell story at this new cabin is that on our very last night dekat cabin tuh...after dah penat jalan2 dekat downtown Gatlinburg and pegi Haunted House...we were surprised by a blackout kat cabin tuh!....dah laa few minutes before tuh dapat mysterious phone calls beberape kali.....haaaa! cuakkan?....alhamdulillah time tuh all the girls were together up stairs cuddling together on the bed..klu tak kan susah klu sorang tengah mandi ke...sorang kat dapo kee....haru!...but me..time tuh tengah berus gigi...naseb bek I had the bathroom door open...klu tak mau nanges jugak kot....hahahaha...but..in the end...it was nothing serious pon...we got the lights back after 10 minutes....and the boys were cool jugak pegi check things kat luar and all...and they were really lucky to have found a rakoon tengah jalan2 dekat luar....agaknye encik rakoon tuh kot yang langgar mane2 wiring sampai blackout...hehehhehe

and on our last day..kitorang pegi jalan2 dekat atas bukit tinggiiiiii redah2 hutan sket and main2 dekat sungai...the air was soooo refreshing and the view was breathtaking! sangaaaaaaaaaaat!
masyaAllah..all praise to Allah....element sangat simpe - air, batu dan pokok.....Allah jadikan sangat indah susunannye sampai kite yang tengok nih rase tenang and fresh....tak tipuuu....
we also prayed there..in the middle of the sungai...on top of some batu2...of course I stayed at the very back and paling ke tepi...nontheless...solat kat tengah sungai .... tak terkata....kene experience sendiri...and one small detail.....saye jatuh dalam air sungai and basah separuh badan...how unbalanced and clumsy can I be kan?....^_^

lastly...bende yang tak so back to the nature - bought a new shoe...happy2 sebab kasut tuh lawa and nmpk kecik...no more McDonald shoes....haha and makan buffet Golden Corral...sedapppp!!!

maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu

tak penah pon meneliti lirik lagu 6ixth sense nih....

malam nih terase cam nak bace....and you know what?.....nih laa kot satu2 nye lagu yang boleh dikata kan...memang represent part of what I feel at one point in my life...word for word.... sekarang dgr lagu nih...terase sangat goosebump and sayu and sebak....

i'm sorry

**p/s: entry yang agak pelik....tapi terase nak bgtau jugak...sbb tak penah rase camni bile dengar lagu selame nih...hehehe.....and do know....mistakes in the past stay in the past...you have to put effort to make things work out for the better future ^_^

bad friday =(

Assalamualaikum...

I think it is time to update...in time of deep depression and tension and arrrghhhh...geram2...




okay..here are the things that is irritating me at this moment...things I can think of...

1. geram kat sorang nih yang can't do a single thing I ask dia to do...satu je bende ...and satu tuh laa yang tak dapat buat...and dah dua kali okayy....maybe if I'm not in a very depressing mood I'll just let it go, tapi kali nih nak marah jugak...huhuhu

2. tensen dengan senior project punye hal...it's not like I put it up till the very last minute..I work on looking for groups and projects okay...just that..things got a little bit more complicated than I expected....so...end up with having to do a little bit more work...come on...come on...

3. Class Lab yang paling membencikan semester nih...who on earth nak belajar wat Lab Report dengan sangat sangat amat sempurna? Dengan terperincinya lagi mendetailkan cara nak paste graph dalam Words?...huh?..kann?...sangat annoying this class...dengan grading yang sangat lah dan amatlah ketat!...arghh...geram2...kenape kene belajar buat Lab?..kenape kelas nih tak ajar bende yang lebih berfungsi untuk engineer yang bakal grad...seperti...resume ke..cover letter ke...which I think..ramai budak BME rase lebih berguna untuk hidup daripada belajar untuk tulis Lab Report....yang professornye sendiri kate...'this format of writing is just based on what I think should look like'...duhh...insyaAllah ur not going to be my boss...so...takyah aaa suro orang tulis lab report merepek repek...aaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......gerammmnnyeeeeeee T_T

okay...feeling a witte bit better...=|

Eid Mubarak - 1 Syawwal 1429 H

Assalamualaikum...

Di kesempatan ini....saya mahu meminta maaf daripada semua orang yang kenal saye dan saye kenal...kalau terkasar bahasa..atau bermulut celupar...atau tersalah pukul...atau tersalah sakitkan hati dalam apa cara sekalipun...saya sangat sangat sorryy....kalau masih lagi ade yang tak puas hati..boleh aje tego2 saye ^_^

kepada yang saye hutang..(ehem ehem...cik nazirah..ehem ehem...) nanti kite pegi bank same same pastuh saye langsaikan insyaAllaah...and sesiapa lagi yang saye hutang...boleh claim yerr....

selamat makan kenyang2 yee semua...amalan amalan ketika Ramadhan jangan pula kite cicirkan dek kerana nak raya...

Bersengkang mata menyiapkan paper,
Dapat beraya dengan gembire,
Peluang yang ada hendak di gune,
Semoga ampun saya diterime.
(burok benor...maaf2)

Eid Mubarak!