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decided to move to wordpress sbb dah tired of blogspot yang tak semenarik wordpress...hihi

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janganlaa tak bukak eh...lpas nih dah rajen update...betooll

i can see the finish line

Assalamualaikum....

Here is my schedule for the very last final of my undergraduate life **woooot wooooot**

1. Thursday, 4/23/09, 9.00 am - BME 258: Imaging

2. Saturday, 4/25/09, 12.00 pm - ARA 220B: Arab 2

3. Monday, 4/27/09, 2.00 pm - EECE 258: Control System

4. Tuesday, 4/28/09, 9.00 am - BME 252: Physio 2

i can see the finish line now..the finish line to one of the race in life...people usually slows down when they see the finish line...so am I at this moment, thus the blogging...haha

but a friend also told me that if you slow down, you might get pass by someone else that is still running...so pengajarannye..selagi tak sampai finish line tuh....lari laju2 jugak lagi....

ok..oleh itu...sayenak pegi sambung lari....sampai hari selasa...=)

** doakanlaa yee kejayaan saye.....**

hope

Mengungkaikannya memerlukan kekuatan semangat dan kembali berbaik sangka kepada Allah terhadap potensi diri untuk pulih… dari satu peringkat ke satu peringkat.

dedicated to the LOVE of my life!

for your unconditional love...thank you

i can be fat and you still love me
i can be not as smart and you still love me
i can be not so pretty and you still love me
i can still be malas and you still love me =p

my hope is to just make you smile...

to the BEST mom in the world,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MI!
(aba..ur the best father too..tunggu birthday ye..adik wish)


to the BEST couple in the world,
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

i love the both of you soo much
i'm constantly afraid that i would fail you
and i'm really sorry for each time that i did

p/s: i don't really think that i am gemuk, or tak pandai or tak cantik..tapi saye memang malas

lovey dovey =)

suke....mood sayang orang....sukee....sukeee sume orang

sebab tengah semangat tengok cite boys before flowers kott....

and and sebab dengar lagu jiwang2 aje..haiihhhh~ =D

tapi takpe..tak kesah...baek sayang orang dari benci orang

i only hate homeworks, exams and senior projectssss....=p

p/s: i have a crush..cemane2???

Overdue Birthday Wishes =|

Assalamualaikum...

sorry for this overdue birthday wishes....

TO:
ALONG n NABILAH =)

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY yang KE -34 and KE-3

I LOVE YOU GUYS ALWAYS and VERY VERY MUCH....=D

*** muahhhhsssss!!!! ***
*** see you guys in 4 months insyaAllah ***

turning 21

Assalamualaikum...

Thank you Mi and Aba and my brothers and sisters.....thank you so much...no words can describe how lucky I am to have you guys with me....

I'm deeply sorry that I am not as good a daughter and a sister I should be...but I'm trying my best to be one..one that you guys can be proud of in the future (^_^)V

Thank youuuu again for this:

enuff said....=)

a helping hand

Assalamualaikum....

“Orang-orang mukmin itu ibarat satu jasad, apabila satu anggota badan sakit, maka seluruh jasad turut merasakan sakit dengan demam dan tidak dapat tidur.” (HR. Muslim)

here are some things we can do to help:

1) Bantuan tenaga dan diri ; Pergilah ke medan di Palestin, jika anda ada cara, kemampuan dan keikhlasan. Sama ada untuk membantu menghantar bantuan kemanusian, perubatan, psikologi atau yang lebih dahsyat dari itu dari segi fizikalnya..

2) Bantuan Harta : Bagi yang tidak mampu pergi ; sumbanglah bantaun kewangan atau pakaian dan lainnya kepada badan yang dipercayai lagi berwibawa di tempat anda. Agar bantuan tersebut boleh sampai kepada rakyat Palestin yang sedang menderita. Cuaca sejuk kini tidak menentu, di UK kami ditimpa cuaca sejuk luar biasa sehingga (negatif 10) atau -10 darjah celcius. Palestin juga berada dalam cuaca sejuk, sekitar di bawah 10 celcius di sebelah malam

3) Bantuan Doa ; Bagi yang tidak mampu memberi kedua-dua bantuan di atas, atau termasuk juga merkea yang mampu, teruskan berdoa untuk keselamatan rakyat Palestin, Iraq dan umat Islam, doakan bala bagi Yahudi, pemimpin Amerika dan rakyatnya yang menyokong, pemimpin Mesir dan sekutunya-sekutu mereka yang membuka jalan dan menyokong serangan pengganas Yahudi ini. Doa anda boleh bacanya sebagai :

A: Qunut Nazilah dalam setiap solat fardhu anda, anda dibenarkan untuk memegang kertas doa semasa qunut tersebut kerana tentunya sukar untuk menghafalnya. Itu tidak membatalkan solat dalam semua mazhab termasuk mazhab Syafie kerana andatidak bergerak besar berturut-turt sebanyak tiga kali. Hanya angkat sekali kertas doa, berhenti sebenar kerana membaca, kemduain terus turun sujud, tiada berturut-turut.

B: Doa semasa sujud dalam setiap solat. Ia lebih maqbul berdasarkan nas yang sohih.

C: Khatib bacalah doa untuk Palestin di hujung khutbah Jumaat.

D: Dan banyak lagi waktu doa maqbul.

4) Solat Hajat ; Bagi mereka yang berpegang kepada bolehnya dilakukan solat hajat sama ada secara individu atau berjemaah. Anda turut boleh meneruskannya.

5) Menyertai Demonstrasi Aman : Sertailah ia dengan aman dan makmurkannya, namun jangan lupa juga memakmurkan masjid di kala Subuh dan waktu-waktu lain.

6) Menulis ; Tulislah di blog, web, forum anda, ruangan akhbar, majalah yahoogroup dan lainnya, buatkanlah kajian ringkas dan permudahkan penyampaian info kepada orang ramai berkenaan kezaliman Yahudi terhadap Palestin dan sekutu-sekutu mereka.

wallahua'lam~

saye dah abis final =)

Assalamualaikum

alhamdulillah...selesai sudah semester second last kat snih...seronok2 sebab dah lameee tak abes final awal dari orang laen..or rather...rase cam tak pnah jeee abes final awal dari orang len...hihihi..camni rupenye rase abes final awal....tade beza pon...just kadang2 seronok laa kot nk kaco2 orang...hehehe~

doa kan kejayaan anakanda yeee mi aba...cuak and nervous jugak sem nih....^_^

wallahua'lam

p/s: so now...let's P-A-R-T-Y !!

groundhog day

it's like i'm stuck with the same routine everyday

you wanna change the routine and do something else

but somehow after you try you are still doing the same thing

and that is sooo depressing..

i want something new...something refreshing....i want a CHANGE in my life!

i think i'm just gonna have to put an extra effort into it and work my best for the change laa kan?
may Allah make it easy =)

Eid Mubarak

Assalamualaikum...

Salaam Aidiladha dari saye untuk semua...

semoga kita menjadi lebih berani dan kuat untuk berkorban menjadi hamba Nya yang lebih baik..insyaAllah...

stop and listen

Assalamualaikum...

Did we ever realize...mase kite bace setiap satu huruf dan perkataan dan ayat al-Quran itu...setiap satu itu dari ALLAH....tak ubah langsung...memang itu ape yang Allah hantar pada kita...untuk kita ingat padaNYA.....bukan sahaja semasa baca...tetapi untuk dijadikan our way of life..supaya kite lebih ingat padaNYA....

how amazing? setiap makne dan setiap cerita dalam al-Quran itu adalah kata-kata dari Allah sendiri..bukan dalam bahasa oleh mane2 orang....

Allah is always talking to us...kita yang kena cari dan pergi pada DIA....

bile kite rase down dan sedih dengan diri sendiri atas kesilapan kita....
Allah kata " Katakanlah: Hai hamba-hambaKu yang melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri, janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah mengampuni dosa-dosa semuanya. Sesungguhnya Dia lah Yang Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang" (39:53)

bile kite rase marah dan tak puas hati...
Allah kate "Kalau demikian, bersabarlah dengan sebaik-baiknya...."(12:18)

Allah is always talking to us...we just have to take the moment to listen and follow.....

wallahua'lam~

jalan keluar

Assalamualaikum..

dah lame juge tidak update...

current status: lapa..lately asek lapa...mengape yee? pelik2..tapi mungkin logic jugak..sebab sehari makan sekali jee?..so selalu laa lapa jadiknyee kan?..huhuhu

plan harini: lepas abes seminar at 5..rush home solat maghrib...pegi rec lari2...pkl 6 lebih balek...makan INDIA..yummm2.....=D...tido mari?...hihihi...around 8 or 9 stat belajar untuk exam jumaat...pukul 1 tido?

oh2..juge kene register class for next semester...rasenye dalam sejarah kot senior amek 17 hrs...tapi...jangan tetipu...sebenarnye sebab amek class Arab yang 5 hrs...sebenarnye hanye perlu 9 hours...hehehe...tapi takpe...tak busy sangat pon kott?...hehe

lagi ape nak cite?...emmm...oh..isu duit JPA macam sudah setel...ape2 pon..alhamdulillah issue has resolve and akan kaye semule...hihihihi ^_^

ok..this entry is sooo tak bagus....ramblings semate...tapi takpe..nak update jugak....

on a totally different note, want to leave you guys ngan something...

Barangsiapa bertakwa kepada Allah, nescaya Dia akan mengadakan baginya jalan keluar. Dan memberi rezeki kepadanya tanpa di sangka-sangka. Dan barangsiapa yang bertawakal kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkannya. Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusan yang dikehendakiNya. Sesungguhnya Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi tiap-tiap sesuatu.

Allah menyediakan jalan keluar tanpa kite menduga...okay..nak focus dalam seminar ;P..later~

People have voted for change

Assalamualaikum...

Meet the new President of United States of America


this is the new hand that will change the world...hope it is for the better of all of us....

it is a challenging time Obama to start working during time of recession, juggling wars at two countries, Iraq and Afghanistan. Obama has said his first order of presidential business will be to tackle the economy. He has also pledged to withdraw most U.S. combat troops from Iraq within 16 months.

Best of luck to the first black President in America on January 20th 2009!

Malaysia bile lagi nak anjakan paradigma camnih?

off hinting and asking

Assalamualaikum...

a very un-menambahkan ilmu post..just want to write about things...bile tade duit nih...rase nak beli all the things in the world possible....here's the top two

i have this really jahat idea...i want an iPod Touch for my birthday next year..or even better a Macbook Pro....and i was thinking of hinting my abang to get me one...hihihi...but how do i drop the hint kan?...i don't want to be like 'angah ..can you get me an iPod touch for my besday?'..no fun there..the feeling of getting a present cam tade because we asked for it...haiih...i'm too complicated laaa....tapi betul..tak seronok kalau mintak...tapi kene bagi hint so that dia tau ape yang kite nak...get it?.... and surely mi and aba will be reading this post soon...this is just a nakal thought i have tau..nothing serious about wanting it..tapi kalau dapat bagus jugak...haha ^_^
anyway...my birthday is like gejillion years lagi...lambat sangat lagi...so..by that time agaknye i already have other things in mind i wish i had...haha...anyway..this is just one of those silly ramblings i do...later!

best friends

copy pasted from some website.thought it suited the mood. =D..thanks to all my friends for always being there ^_^

I have a best friend. I like my best friend. But, one day, we had a stupid little fight. That stupid little fight somehow led to a big fight that had cause us to make stupid decision of not being friends with each other anymore. This hurt me so much.
i missed having a friend to talk to about everything.
talking to 10 different people about the same thing won't feel the same as talking to that best friend.
i missed making fun of the best friend.
i missed hanging out with the best friend.
i'm sorry for being a difficult person.
i'm sorry for not being a good best friend.
i'm sorry for every hurt i've done.

but...

i'm also tired of chasing after the best friend
you always said you were someone that treasures friendship
why did you say i threw it away when it was you that turn down my sorry?
shouldn't best friend look past our mistakes and forgive us when we ask for apology?
maybe losing this best friend taught me to be a better best friend to others and also show me that i don't need a best friend who feel satisfied when i'm down and can't look past my mistakes

cabin fever

Assalamualaikum....

My Fall Break was awesome! Going back to nature was a really great idea and fun! Staying in a cabin for a whole 2 nights was really an experience to remember...lebih2 lagi cabin yang kali nih sangat2 penuh dengan orang and also sangat2 atas bukit ....hehehehe.....

I've been to a cabin before..and that cabin was great too and bigger...but time tuh we didn't have too much time to go explore the nature like this time.....


The new cabin experience brought up more feelings than before..agaknye sebab dulu cam dah penat travel ke tempat laen kott?...hehehe...

anyway...one MUST tell story at this new cabin is that on our very last night dekat cabin tuh...after dah penat jalan2 dekat downtown Gatlinburg and pegi Haunted House...we were surprised by a blackout kat cabin tuh!....dah laa few minutes before tuh dapat mysterious phone calls beberape kali.....haaaa! cuakkan?....alhamdulillah time tuh all the girls were together up stairs cuddling together on the bed..klu tak kan susah klu sorang tengah mandi ke...sorang kat dapo kee....haru!...but me..time tuh tengah berus gigi...naseb bek I had the bathroom door open...klu tak mau nanges jugak kot....hahahaha...but..in the end...it was nothing serious pon...we got the lights back after 10 minutes....and the boys were cool jugak pegi check things kat luar and all...and they were really lucky to have found a rakoon tengah jalan2 dekat luar....agaknye encik rakoon tuh kot yang langgar mane2 wiring sampai blackout...hehehhehe

and on our last day..kitorang pegi jalan2 dekat atas bukit tinggiiiiii redah2 hutan sket and main2 dekat sungai...the air was soooo refreshing and the view was breathtaking! sangaaaaaaaaaaat!
masyaAllah..all praise to Allah....element sangat simpe - air, batu dan pokok.....Allah jadikan sangat indah susunannye sampai kite yang tengok nih rase tenang and fresh....tak tipuuu....
we also prayed there..in the middle of the sungai...on top of some batu2...of course I stayed at the very back and paling ke tepi...nontheless...solat kat tengah sungai .... tak terkata....kene experience sendiri...and one small detail.....saye jatuh dalam air sungai and basah separuh badan...how unbalanced and clumsy can I be kan?....^_^

lastly...bende yang tak so back to the nature - bought a new shoe...happy2 sebab kasut tuh lawa and nmpk kecik...no more McDonald shoes....haha and makan buffet Golden Corral...sedapppp!!!

maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu

tak penah pon meneliti lirik lagu 6ixth sense nih....

malam nih terase cam nak bace....and you know what?.....nih laa kot satu2 nye lagu yang boleh dikata kan...memang represent part of what I feel at one point in my life...word for word.... sekarang dgr lagu nih...terase sangat goosebump and sayu and sebak....

i'm sorry

**p/s: entry yang agak pelik....tapi terase nak bgtau jugak...sbb tak penah rase camni bile dengar lagu selame nih...hehehe.....and do know....mistakes in the past stay in the past...you have to put effort to make things work out for the better future ^_^

bad friday =(

Assalamualaikum...

I think it is time to update...in time of deep depression and tension and arrrghhhh...geram2...




okay..here are the things that is irritating me at this moment...things I can think of...

1. geram kat sorang nih yang can't do a single thing I ask dia to do...satu je bende ...and satu tuh laa yang tak dapat buat...and dah dua kali okayy....maybe if I'm not in a very depressing mood I'll just let it go, tapi kali nih nak marah jugak...huhuhu

2. tensen dengan senior project punye hal...it's not like I put it up till the very last minute..I work on looking for groups and projects okay...just that..things got a little bit more complicated than I expected....so...end up with having to do a little bit more work...come on...come on...

3. Class Lab yang paling membencikan semester nih...who on earth nak belajar wat Lab Report dengan sangat sangat amat sempurna? Dengan terperincinya lagi mendetailkan cara nak paste graph dalam Words?...huh?..kann?...sangat annoying this class...dengan grading yang sangat lah dan amatlah ketat!...arghh...geram2...kenape kene belajar buat Lab?..kenape kelas nih tak ajar bende yang lebih berfungsi untuk engineer yang bakal grad...seperti...resume ke..cover letter ke...which I think..ramai budak BME rase lebih berguna untuk hidup daripada belajar untuk tulis Lab Report....yang professornye sendiri kate...'this format of writing is just based on what I think should look like'...duhh...insyaAllah ur not going to be my boss...so...takyah aaa suro orang tulis lab report merepek repek...aaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......gerammmnnyeeeeeee T_T

okay...feeling a witte bit better...=|